Explosions

Just a while ago a good friend of mine disappeared. He went out to a night club and just never came back. Some suggested he got murdered or drowned in the river. Some days later they found a huge amount of sperm just right in front of his house. No one took notice of it in the first moment, but eventually the police came up with the idea to check the substance for DNA. The result: it was him! Later his friends told me that he just started a bet three or four days before which was exactly about the same thing my therapy's going to be about. He stopped masturbation and vanished from this earth entirely. Explosions! Boom...that was the last sound they've heard of him...and now his genes are spread all over the pavement.

Sperm Explosions. I've heard and read a lot about it. Talked with doctors even. All of them warned me. Don't do it. This experiment is way to dangerous. God knows what could happen. Even bystanders might get hurt. But I'm too consequent to stop it now. It's too late. They say...when the production of sperm in your testicles is getting to strong, the substance rises up in your body, reaches your heart and might cause heart attacks as it blocks the artery. Furthermore it's been suggested that huge amounts of sperm, the longer the experiment lasts, might even wander into the brain, causing severe damage. Result might be strong dillusions and problems concerning eye sight. Little pieces of sperm sneak into the eyeballs and turn the picture that you see into a foggy image of the outside world. Insanity! Even cerebral brain hemmorhages might be the result.

Men who get this far without dying of problems with the blood supply, most likely end up exploding taking more or less casualties with them - depending on the pressure the explosion is bursting into the air. Most suicide assassinates actually just suffered from a lack of masturbation and falsly getting blamed for radicalism. In the muslim world masturbation for instance is restricted, sexuality repressed. So are we talking about bomb attacks, when we see people exploding on the news? Certainly not - at least we shouldnt judge too quickly. I don't wanna be mistaken for a fundamentalist once I explode. That's my last wish: don't judge me wrong and fear what I say.

In Fearfullness

M.